Unreal

I dig into my past, I drown myself in everything
My memory doesn't remember me
I feel it in my heart, this kind of little thing
Who makes me think that wasn't me

Prey for me! (why)
Preacher! (why)
Prey for me! (why)
Spit on me! (why)
Sinner! (why)
Spit on me! (why)

My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
I can't always fake everything is fine
My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
You expected a lot from me, but it wasn't really me

I read my scars, I remember my fate
How I built my first step to hate
I don't blame God for breaking my faith
Only the people who did it for me

Prey for me! (why)
Preacher! (why)
Prey for me! (why)
Spit on me! (why)
Sinner! (why)
Spit on me! (why)

My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
I can't always fake everything is fine
My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
You expected a lot from me, but it wasn't really me

Chaos, growing in my head
Chaos, growing in my head
Chaos, growing in my head
(Chaos)
Chaos, growing in my head
Chaos, growing in my head
Chaos, growing in my head
Chaos, growing in my head
(This world is real)
(This world is real)
My world is unreal, that's all I can feel

My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
I can't always fake everything is fine
My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
You expected a lot from me, but it wasn't really me
My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
I can't always fake everything is fine
My world is unreal, that's all I can feel
You expected a lot from me, but it wasn't really me

It wasn't really me