I might say something stupid

I might say something stupid
Talk to myself in the mirror
Wear these clothes as disguise
Just to re-enter the party
Door is open, let in but still outside
I look perfect for the background
I get nervous, sip the wine

I go so cold, I go so cold
'Cause I don't know if I belong here anymore, I

I don't feel like nothing special
I snag my tights out on the lawn chair
Guess I'm a mess and play the role
Used to live just for the party, door is open
I'm famous but not quite
But I'm perfect for the background
One foot in a normal life

I go so cold, I go so cold
And I don't know if I belong here anymore, I