Lovesong 2

I couldn't write about it if I tried
I couldn't even look the feeling in the eyes
Years of feeling pain, my heart was undeserving of
Tell me how do you write a love song
When you're just not in love

I made a challenge for myself last year
To give us credence to emotions that aren't real
I could find the silver lining, look for diamonds in the rough
Tell me why should I write a love song
When I'm just not in love

And I could try to humor who I was
And feint resentment or pretend I have a grudge
But me and my frustration isn't caused by anyone
And tell me why should I write a love song?
Is it me who I don't love?

I'm not in love