5 Years

My father told me that I was so selfish, and I agree
But those words cut deep in my chest
It's hard to complain with the weight of your problems
When in your heart, you know that you caused them
And everybody knows
And everybody knows

You should've made it like 5 years ago
Your friends are blowing up
And if not, they're moving on
They're walking out the door
I'm not ready to go
I'm not ready to go

I'll write my life better than I did
I'll play myself like it isn't real
It'll be the tragedy it was always meant to be
And I know
That I don't need anymore help from the ones that hold me close
And everyone knows

You should've made it like 5 years ago
Your friends are blowing up
And if not, they're moving on
They're walking out the door
I'm not ready to go
I'm not ready to go

I want it bad, didn't know it would be that hard
I know it's sad, being honest isn't that hard
Hold me back is all I've done so far
Done with that, yeah, I'm done with that
I want it bad, didn't know it would be that hard
I know It's sad, being honest isn't that hard
Hold me back is all I've done so far
Done with that, yeah, I told you that

(Don't stop)

I want it bad, I want it bad
I know it's sad, I know it's sad
It's all I've done
I'm done with that, I told you that

I want it bad, didn't know it would be that hard
I know it's sad, being honest isn't that hard
Hold me back is all I've done so far
Done with that, yeah, I'm done with that

Hey, do you ever think we'll have to turn around?
I don't think that's an option anymore