It's Better This Way

Tell me if it weren't a secret
Where would you take me?
I’m yours, you’re not mine
What do you think you’re playing at?
You only want me when you’re on top
I don’t know what I’m waiting for
But I only think about what we do

When no one’s watching, I’ve got you against the wall
You tell me it’s better this way and I give my all
When night falls, you have me like no one knows
If it’s all better this way, why do I feel like I’ve lost?

Don’t shout my name to the wind, just in case someone hears you
I do want us to be judged
The smoke that used to warm us doesn’t even cover your face now
I’d rather have them look at us badly than forget us

When no one’s watching, I’ve got you against the wall
You tell me it’s better this way and I give my all
When night falls, you have me like no one knows
If it’s all better this way, why have I already lost?

It’s better to feel pain than not be able to say no
It’s worse to feel heat than to burn only in your voice
It’s better to feel pain than not be able to say no
It’s worse to feel heat than to burn only in your voice
It’s better to feel pain than not be able to say no
It’s worse to feel heat than to burn only in your voice

It’s better, it’s worse, it’s this time or another time
I only know that I’ve already lost.