Diet heartbreak

'Cause I think I deserve better than thinkin' about this still
And being insecure about this still, but, now it's in everything
Now it's in everything and I can't get it away
'Cause I'm always afraid that I'm gonna get left

I've been
Thinking about
You
Too long
And I wish I knew, mm
Whatever it'd take to, ooh, ooh

Fall back, all I wanna do is
Fall back, back 'cause all I feel is bad
I try, I get sad, I'm so sick of it
I guess I'm an idiot for thinkin' you'd say somethin'

But you never really had a clue
No, I never thought you really knew
What exactly you would do
And how it'd move so slowly from me

You let it go like a smoke on the road
Out the window, snubbed out in the cold
Yeah, you treat me like a cigarette, never really handled that
Tell me why I wanna retract? Can you tell me that?

Fall back, all I wanna do is
Fall back, back 'cause all I feel is bad
I try, I get sad, I'm so sick of it
I guess I'm an idiot for thinkin' you'd say somethin'