Vagueness Of Faith

Once in sadness, I
Cried for help in semaphore
People walked on by
Busy looking for someone to ignore

That kiss in the rain
No sentimental masquerade
Like a sundial in the shade
You always hide your one true worth away

Yet my lack of belief remains devout
Within
Without

And I'm still certain that I'm waiting to implode
Recurring burdens like a knife against my throat
Slow motion tragedies that I can't stop in time
They promised me blind faith but not the peace of mind

Not afraid of love
Nor ashamed if that means us
But the myth they love to sell's
The closest yet that I have been to hell

I cannot crack the code they claim to know
The place you're going to
Is where I've just been through

And I'm still certain that I'm waiting to implode
Recurring burdens like a knife against my throat
Slow motion tragedies that I can't stop in time
They promised me blind faith but not the peace of mind

I don't know how
I don't know when
I don't know who or where I am
Morning has broken me again
Once in sadness, I
Cried for help

No one heard
No one saw
No one cared
No one's there
No, it won't let go
Be sure, I tried

But I can be redeemed if I can find the lines
All I need is the faith for all to be divine