Never

There was a time when I was all alone
No place to go away, no place to call my home
And now I can see nothing but my mother's love

But the days are getting close, when I finally will leave here
Please don't hide and cry, no, please don't shed a tear
I just feel if it's better, I can fly away
Without the pain in my brain
Without the strain of a heartache

But I can't be here no more
I think I need to get away
There's still love here for sure
And you can see me any day

Where did the time go?
Why do I feel like I don't know myself?
I'm worrying about this job
Worrying about, about my health

And I hope you'll be okay, the second that I'm away
You've never done this before (never done this before)
And I promise I'll stay safe, and I'll call you everyday
But I've never done this before (never done this before)
And I'm ripping out my hair, and I'll admit that I am scared
But I've never done this before (never done this before)

But I can't be here no more
I think I need to get away
There's still love here for sure
And you can see me any day