To Disappear

Growing my life
Growing too slow
Growing to be, to think I know
Growing with time
Growing with fear
Growing all alone to disappear

Frustrations in my head
Frustrations in my head
Frustrations in my head
I'm so frustrated

Growing with lust
Growing with you
Growing with trust, if only I knew
Growing so weak
Growing so strong
Growing to bleed, to see it all wrong

Growing with scars
Growing with pain
Growing I'm scared, I'm going insane
Growing to love
Growing to share
Growing apart, I don't fucking care

Frustrations in my head
Frustrations in my head
Frustrations in my head
I'm so frustrated

Growing so down
Growing so mad
Growing with pills to fix my own head
Growing my brain
Growing like twisted thread
I may as well like be dead

Frustrations in my head
Frustrations in my head
Frustrations in my head
I'm so frustrated