I'm sick of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you, no
Nauseous, I hate feeling like this
But we both know I deserve to, now

I'm secretly praying for the worst with the best intentions (oh)
'Cause I know how bad this is gonna hurt, so I keep my distance
I'll push away soon as you get close
I'll make you hate me
But girl, I told you so, I told you so
So keep your heart, 'cause there's no hope

But I guess that's what I get
I know I did you wrong, yeah, I know I made a mess (a mess)
Try to forgive and forget
For better or for worse, Karma's never gonna miss

I'm sick of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you, no
Nauseous, I hate feeling like this
But we both know I deserve to, now
I'm fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired
I keep on promising to change, and I don't wanna be a liar, but
I'm sick of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you, no (no)

I was never one to kiss and tell (no, oh-oh-oh)
But lately, you've been dragging me through hell (hell, yeah)
Angel numbers tatted on your arms
Should have seen it from the start, it was automatic (oh)
Walked in the room like God sent you as punishment for my sins (oh)
The way you're tearing my heart right out when loving you's all I did

But I guess that's what I get
I know I did you wrong, yeah, I know I made a mess (a mess)
Try to forgive and forget
For better or for worse, Karma's never gonna miss (oh)

I'm sick of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you, no (no)
Nauseous, I hate feeling like this
But we both know I deserve to, now (now)
I'm fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired
I keep on promising to change, and I don't wanna be a liar
(I'm so sick) of being toxic, yeah
I don't wanna hurt you, no