Wired for Worthless

Pull you in, push you away
That's how I say: I'm a little unstable
Emotionless like a machine
Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables

A brain built by every memory
Of times I was not enough to make
The ones I need most just wanna stay
What's wrong with me?

Love is a lie
Hope is a hole
Trust is the trap that took my soul
Family is fake
Hatred is home
Getting abandoned is all I've known
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
But I believe, I believe I deserve it
I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
But I am wired, I am wired for worthless
Wired for worthless

Every act of kindness, every word of praise
Makes the system malfunction
Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake
Is what feeds the combustion
A brain built by every memory
Of times I was vulnerable in vain
That just proved I'm never worth pain
What's wrong with me?

Love is a lie
Hope is a hole
Trust is the trap that took my soul
Family is fake
Hatred is home
Getting abandoned is all I've known
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
But I believe, I believe I deserve it
I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
But I am wired, I am wired for worthless

Love is a lie
Hope is a hole
Hatred is home
It's a part of me that I can't let go
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect
But I believe, I believe I deserve it
I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it
But I am wired, I'm wired for worthless
Wired for worthless