Five in the morning (DEEP V)

Five in the morning, walking through the streets
Thinking 'bout my choices, every day of defeat
Regret hits hard, every night it returns
Trying to erase this cold, naked truth
In the end it's no use, the fire still burns
And since it's like this, the end is my cue
I'll follow the path that is better for me, not you

I know it doesn't matter, which way I'm gonna go
I know it doesn't matter, if everything's a ghost
So why should I suffer, and lose all my worth?
I'm gonna stand up, leave the pain in the dirt

Today I learned, not to look to the side
Never again, let them hurt me inside
Don't come and tell me what's wrong or what's right
'Cause I'm the only one who survived the past's fight

Today I noticed the life I left behind
Everything I denied, how I let myself go blind
Today I realized how much I was lost
I gave myself to you, and I paid the heavy cost
But it doesn't matter, it all made me grow
And from now on, life is starting to show

I know it doesn't matter, which way I'm gonna go
I know it doesn't matter, if everything's a ghost
So why should I suffer, and lose all my worth?
I'm gonna stand up, leave the pain in the dirt

Today I learned, not to look to the side
Never again, let them hurt me inside
Don't come and tell me what's wrong or what's right
'Cause I'm the only one who survived the past's fight

Today I learned, not to look to the side
Never again, let them hurt me inside
Don't come and tell me what's wrong or what's right
'Cause I'm the only one who survived the past's fight