Sober Thing

Well, it's me
In case you were wonderin'
Same old mess as I have
Always been

I've been fightin'
Regrets and memories
Time has not healed me
Like I thought it would

And I don't know which ones are worse
The nightmares or the hangovers
The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest

The slowin' down just reminds me of why
I started in the first place
The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain
And I'm closer to the messed-up than the sober thing

I've been workin'
What I mean by workin'
Been tryin' to find myself
Who I am

I'm still fightin'
Regrets and memories
Time don't give up on me
Like I fear it will

And I don't know which ones are worse
The nightmares or the hangovers
The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest

The slowin' down just reminds me of why
I started in the first place
The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain
And I'm closer to the messed-up than the sober thing

And I don't know which ones are worse
The nightmares or the hangovers
The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest

The slowin' down just reminds me of why
I started in the first place
The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain
And I'm closer to the messed-up than the sober thing

Well, it's me
In case you were wonderin'
Same old mess as I have
Always been