Eclipsed

Overloaded with emotions
Of the darkest kind
In my see-through-skin
Breathing the thick air
I moan and shiver

The misanthrope supreme
Infests my mind and soul

Like a cancer
It eats me from inside
I weaken - it prospers

My suffering
- its only mission

With a trembling voice
It speaks through me
With words so frightening

Self destructive impulses
Poison my every thought

Too weak to offer
Any resistance
I will die
As i have lived...eclipsed

Life is my prison
To escape means suicide