i know that you hate me

I would tell you how I feel
But I'm way too insecure of what you'd think
And I never wanna feel
Like I'm trapped inside my head, but I'm too weak
Never good enough, you said to me
So I'll sit in drown in misery
I'll just keep my space and hope you see
The fantasies I've dreamt of you and me

And I know I'm an asshole, but that's my bad
Didn't really think that what I said would come to that
I know it'd hit you like a fucking bat
Now you're falling face first on my doormat
I know you want me to give a fuck
I know it sucks when you're not good enough
You tell yourself that you're the one
How's this life, you still having fun?
You don't talk to anyone
You just wanna cry and run
You didn't tell me that you were such a moron
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh

Felt down 'cause I know that you hate me
Left out, it's just what I'm feeling lately
Shut down every time I try to change things
Wanna talk, but I know you'll call me crazy
Felt down 'cause I know that you hate me
Left out, it's just what I'm feeling lately
Shut down every time I try to change things
Wanna talk, but I know you'll call me crazy

I would tell you how I feel
But I'm way too insecure of what you'd think
And I never wanna feel
Like I'm trapped inside my head, but I'm too weak
Never good enough, you said to me
So I'll sit in drown in misery
I'll just keep my space and hope you see
The fantasies I've dreamt of you and me