Break Me Open

I keep your voicemail
Like a blade in my pocket
Three missed calls
And one cracked promise

You left your shoes by the door
Like you might come back
But the hall stays cold
And the lock stays black

I tried to sleep it off
I tried to wash it out
But your name hits hard
When the house goes loud

Break me open
Break me open
I'm still here, I'm still here
Break me open
Break me open
I hear you in the tear

My hands shake red
On the sink in the bathroom
I bit down words
I should've said to you

Now the mirror looks mean
With my face half-gone
And the light keeps buzzing
Like it knows I'm wrong

I tried to sleep it off
I tried to wash it out
But your name hits hard
When the house goes loud

Break me open
Break me open
I'm still here, I'm still here
Break me open
Break me open
I hear you in the tear

If I run at the wall
Will it finally answer?
If I scream your name
Will it pull me under?

I'm all broken teeth
And a mouth full of thunder
I'm all broken teeth
And I still want more

Break me open
Break me open
I'm still here, I'm still here
Break me open
Break me open
I hear you in the tear

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
I'm still here
I'm still here