I Smoke

She said: You with the whinin', you did me over with
I said: You're with the man I know you're lonely with
And she like: Don't ever talk to me like that
I said: Since you been gone it's been bottles of Jack
Living in the fast lane, just prayin' I'll crash 'cause I miss you

I been losin' sleep gettin' faded
Gettin' over you is killing me baby

Yeah I smoke
Yeah baby but I never get so high, I let go
I'm faded so I tried 'nother shot of patron
And I keep on thinkin' maybe this'll do but it don't, no no
So I go
I'm drinkin' till I'm fucked and I should call it a night
I'm drinkin' till my body feel like it's gonna die
And I keep on thinkin' livin' without you in my life feels more like suicide

Back home nun' much has changed
I'm back outta Tennessee
My mom and pops okay, baby
So just worry 'bout me
I'll drink till I could love someone I don't want to
Turns out rock bottom look a lot like top-shelf bourbon in her bedroom
Who knew

I been getting into moonshine, baby
I been getting with a new sign, lately
I wouldn't even know if you hate me
You wouldn't even know what you made me
The ups are down, the downs are up
The coke is pink, my heart is fucked
The surgeon said to get off the drugs I'm on
But I'm just not that strong

I been tryin' my best to forget you
Chokin' on your memories tied me a noose

Yeah I smoke
Yeah baby but I never get so high, I let go
I'm faded so I tried 'nother shot of patron
And I keep on thinkin' maybe this'll do but it don't, no no
So I go
I'm drinkin' till I'm fucked and I should call it a night
I'm drinkin' till my body feel like it's gonna die
And I keep on thinkin' livin' without you in my life feels more like suicide

I'm gettin' way too drunk
With all the friends I hate
If he say one more fuckin' word
I'll punch his coked out face

I guess we both got gone
I guess we both done changed
I never knew why people hated life until you babe

Yeah I smoke
Yeah baby but I never get so high, I let go
I'm faded so I tried 'nother shot of patron
And I keep on thinkin' maybe this'll do but it don't, no no
So I go
I'm drinkin' till I'm fucked and I should call it a night
I'm drinkin' till my body feel like it's gonna die
And I keep on thinkin' livin' without you in my life feels more like suicide