Four Walls And A Life

once again i am here"sweet hubby's back home,hunny"i know you won't cry anymoreyou learned the lesson too wellyou know sometimesi feel so depressedand it would be nice if you tried to help meso why dont' you help me?why don't you give me a hand?
why?
i never wanted to hurt youbut sometimes i'm so nervousand you've changed so muchjust look at you nowyour face is so paleit shouldn't bother me...
but it doesyour look is so sadit shouldn't bother me...
but it doesi hate youi think it's time to had a talk with your kidsthey got to know what a fucking slut their mom isi hate you i kill youyour body's lying on the groundyour head's cracked by a hammermy spirit is freetoo many times i've dreamed about thisget out of my lifebefore i kill you.