Scarred

Can't stand to live in this void
Blood flows cold and skin is dead
My mind plays tricks on me I wish it was real
But I am numb, I thought I could feel
My thoughts is playing on repeat
Running down this one-way street
There is no way for me to turn around
I'm moving faster now straight into the ground

Scarred, I want to feel real pain
I need to be defleshed
Bruised, tear my skin straight off
I got to be stripped down

My mind is weak and my soul is dust
A pawnshop halo soiled by rust
Dismal thoughts are my companionship
I crave these lies just to keep a grip

I suffer plague of disbelief
Salvation is my word of grief
Screaming, tearing making silent noise
This self-content is my new drug of choice

Scarred, I want to feel real pain
I need to be defleshed
Bruised, tear my skin straight off
I got to be stripped down

Scarred, I want to feel real pain
I need to be defleshed
Bruised, tear my skin straight off
I got to be stripped down

Scarred, I want to feel real pain
I need to be defleshed
Bruised, tear my skin straight off
I got to be stripped down