Fear

I live in the past
I can?t move on beyond the pain
I feel no release
I want to find my peace of mind

My fear (loser) - it?s holding me stillborn
My fear (come on) - I'll never be again
(don?t fear)

You stole the innocence
From a child to be no more
Blinded by the silence
Afraid to ever speak a word

Thinking on the times of my demise and I wish it
wasn?t me the victimized
and I don?t know really can't see how I really
couldn?t kill the mother who violated me