Not Worth Your Time

Sometimes I'm not the same person
My state worsens
And I'm a burden
Sometimes something strange consumes me
There's nothing to me
You see right through me

It hurts, and sure
Just speaking what I'm thinking
Might be the easiest thing
To start to fix this spirit
Of mine, but I
Would rather just keep drinking
So if you did not already know
Now you know that

I'm not worth your time
I will make you cry
I will make you choke
I know
I do it on my own

I guess I have the potential
But not the drive to
Try to text you
And when I do I hope short texts
Will suffice
When I'm upset

I never wanna talk
I just wanna drink
My fucking life away
And ruin everything

What if you're all I've got?
Has the thought ever crossed
That little head of yours?

Well I'm not worth your time
I will make you cry
I will make you choke
I know
I do it on my own

Things are left better untold
So I'll keep my mouth closed
Oh I'll keep my mouth closed

I know
I do it on my own all of the time