October Ghost

The walls are closing in on me
My mind is cold i can not see
Body's numb i can not think
Whats got a hold of me

Reality around me is not what it seems
Everythings fading burning and crumbling away
Like a flame of a candle
Burning away the time of light

In the black eternal night
Fear storms in my soul
I cant fight my ghost
It has it grasp on me

Now i fear of living any more
To look someone in the eyes
Is like looking at the reflection
Of myself in the mirror
All that i see is the ghost

Days pass as i wither away mor and more
For i drown myself in my own poison
To keep the ghost away

But time wears on
Day by day
Like decaying leaves
On a tree
In the october rain
Forever i feel pain

My ghost will never leave
And never go away
For i am the shadow of the ghost
In the october rain
I am the ghost that withered away