Clinically

And I get so scared of all this sadness
Because it’s been years
What if this shit lasts
Forever and ever and ever and ever
Why can’t my brain just get better
And I get so scared of all this madness
And how my songs all sound the same
Can’t write the way I used to
Cause I can barely think
I used to smile without feeling so lame
But I only see glass that I want to break
I used to think that I was so damn handsome
Now I think that I gave up to late

Except now I've got some friends that I hold near
But I miss the old ones too
I could open my mouth without feelin’ so lame
I felt crazier with you