tell me what you want

I don't want to lie alone tonight
But I don't want to lie, I feel so numb that I
Haven't felt like myself or my own, oh my
Fear of the becoming and unknown, oh why, oh why

Oh my stifled silence
Should be bringing me down
When my lungs are violent
Are we still around?

Tell me what you want and why
'Cause I don't want to try
If we're made to make each other cry
But you kiss me when you wipe my eyes
With our habits, we are gonna die

I can't bring myself to see the signs
I thought by now that this would pass us by
But we were not for saving, we were parasites
I'm torn between my heart and my mind, oh why

And my stifled silence
Should be bringing me down
We were so reliant
Couldn't make a sound

Tell me what you want and why
'Cause I don't want to try
If we're made to make each other cry
But you kiss me when you wipe my eyes
With our habits, we are gonna die

And my
Tears they cannot dry
Wipe my eyes