One To Two

There are things i'd like to say
That i've said too many times before
Things i should have done
Instead of looking for a way to get out
You'll never know the sorrow i felt
Or the hours i've laid awake
Thinking about just what you said
How could you know how i felt?
I never took the time to figure it out
Or see how the problems arose
I tried to blame the two of you
I can only blame myself
For the pain we felt
There are words i should have spoken
But i kept my f~cking mouth shut instead
Words would've made the difference
But they always stayed unsaid
Why won't you ever see?
Why won't you even see?
It's not just me