Point Of No Return

All of the dead souls I'd slain in this life
Are returning to claim my destruction
Lives in my head a reflection of my acts
I can't rid of the violence imposed by the ire

In the night, evil creatures laugh and cry through my mind
When the truth is defeated all my fears come alive
In a haystack of madness, I pray for redemption
All I have done were to fight for my flag
Defending a vision in a far foreign land

Forgive me my child but it's time, I must go
Over the reasons for moving the force
Lies the myth of the peace so desired
Even denying this truth in the past

We will pay for the damage produced by those lies
God is forsaking my soul?
Is this a lie?
Bring me the ease I desire