Confusion

You tie me up, did you forget about the promises you made
Always look forward, no retreat, to surrender is to kneel
How can you fight a knee to the ground, how can you even move ?
I played a game with reality : I lost.

I wake up to a morning sun, a morning after noon
Suffocate then you regret, can regrets do any good ?
Always surprised when it comes to reason, keeping it quite lame
I never should have turned my back on you cause I didn't know what you'd turn out to be/
I never knew what you'd turn out to be so never should have turned my back on you
I played a game with reality : I lost.