I'm Not Fine (But I'm On My Way)

Woke up tired, didn't sleep all night
Mind's still running like a traffic light
Red for stopping, green for go
I'm stuck somewhere in between them both
Brushed my teeth and checked my phone
Everyone looks like they've already grown
Smiling faces, perfect lives
I'm here asking: What am I doing with mine?

I don't have a plan, I just have today
Trying not to throw the little good away
Heart's still heavy, but I'm still here
Taking one small step through the fear
I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way

I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way

Said I'd change a hundred times before
New year, new me, but I stayed on the floor
Talk is cheap and I talk a lot
But I'm starting to move with the time I've got
Text my friend that I'm doing okay
Leave out the parts that I can't explain
I don't want to be the heavy one
But I'm learning it's okay to come undone

I don't have a plan, I just have today
Trying not to throw the little good away
Heart's still heavy, but I'm still here
Taking one small step through the fear
I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way

I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way

Maybe I don't need to fix it all tonight
Maybe just getting out of bed's a fight
Maybe I can fail and still come back
Every little step keeps me on track

I don't have a plan, I just have today
Trying not to throw the little good away
Heart's still heavy, but I'm still here
Taking one small step through the fear
I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way
I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way
I'm tired but I'm not giving up
I'm scared but I'm still showing up
One small step is enough today
I'm not fine, but I'm on my way