Still Yours

You're the world to me
But I don't think I should be here
I'm right beside you
But I could be everewhere you wanted me to be
I'm right beside you, honey
Almost screaming
But you just don't hear a thing
What if I called you "baby"
Or played that song you've once made to me?

Would your heart at least beat a bit faster?
Would your eyes look for the mouth that would be singing your song?
Would you remember when we used to believe in "happy ever
After"?
Would you say that you still want me to be yours?

It's been past 8 months
But I don't seem to move on
I've learned many things
Known many people
But still wish you were here
I've had some good days
But nowadays "good" is not the same way
It used to be
Before it all
Before the storm
Before the fall

And I try to
I lie to them
I say, "I'm totally over him"
Make people think that I'm all right
Make people think I have my life
In control
But only God knows
What I ask him
Before goodnight

And if I called you "baby"

Would your heart at least beat a bit faster?
Would your eyes look for the mouth that would be singing your song?
Would you remember when we used to believe in "happy ever
after"?
Would you say that you still want me to be yours?