Solitaire

i guess i missed the point,
who was i trying to impress,
i want to beat the game,
who was i trying to beat,
only fate,
and if you wan to find me i'll be upstairs,
locked in my room,
cheating myself and no one else,
locked in my room,
cheating at solitaire i need to beat,
i need to rub it in,
cuz i got no one to share,
i can't wait to go to school and tell my friends i cheated at solitaire