Disdained

The insanity spreads out of me
The devi's rejectes fall upon me

Caught in eternal monotony
The approach of joy suffocates
A new beginning for the weak
Sickened ways to deeper depression

Nothing changes
I lose the hold on the fairway of my life
And head back into the ruins
Again and again

I disdain you!

Hell awaits me
But the angels won't cry
Please forgive me
For the Things i have done in my fucking life

A voice pounds in my head
You are too old for that bullshit
Steer your life in ordered ways
And don't waste still more time

I disdain me...