Sellout

I lost myself in a whirlwind
Of hate and disregard
Cut off my wings
No regrets
I didn’t give a fuck about anyone

Thought I was alone with my despair
Beside myself
With grief and anger
Convinced that no one cared

I lost myself inside my rage
I burned the pieces
I fanned the flames

Do I trust what I see, are my eyes lying to me
The face in the mirror is scum
All that I hate I become
Do I trust what see, this can’t be happening to me
The face in thе mirror is scum
All that I hate I become

Buriеd myself
In a grave that I dug with a smile
To hide the pain
Degrade myself
Convinced that I deserve the pain that I felt

My suffering will never end
Until I let it go

I found myself
Inside the pain
I forged new pieces
I fanned the flame

I lost myself
I found myself
All that I hate I become