I Will Try

So i guess the table's turned
For the first time i can't find the words
To apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that i never learned.
'cause i've got friends that have lost their father and they're much stronger than me
I know people who live their lives in the shadows of something that they're trying to be

And i will try my best to find a smile
And i will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid

And it's time that i was cleared of all the negativity that i hold so dear
I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears
But i found my way again

And i will try my best to find a smile
And i will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile
And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid
We will try our best to find a smile
And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid
This time

I need to set aside my ways
And figure out all the things i have to change.