4 A.m.

She called at 4 a.m.
To ask if I was still a friend
Said, Im no ones friend at this hour of the night
But I must have said it wrong
Cause the silence there was longer
Than anything I could say that was right

I never seem to have the strength to shut it down
I open up my mouth to find it doesnt make a sound
Cause my feet spend such precious little time on the ground

Id warned her from the start
Ill likely break your heart
But she just smiled as if she understood the joke
So I guess I wasnt clear
Because everyones still here
And Im getting tired of battling the smoke

You never told me this would be part of the deal
Im not interested in discussing how I feel
If we keep opening it, hows it gonna heal?
Im dizzy like a wheel
Thats how I feel

Tell her, stop reading those letters put away
To stop thinking she needs to call me every other day
And tell her moving on is gonna to be okay

We will find our way