Black Widow

Words I couldn't tell you
They're still knocking on my head
It's not that I still miss you
But I won't say that I don't care

And I wish it wasn't true
That I'm lost since you've been away
No, I don't want you back
But by that time I'd wish you could stay

It doesn't hurt that you are far
It hurts because you're gone
'Cause everytime that I see you
It's when I try to find my way home

And if I say that we are still connected
Would you completely disagree?
'Cause every day that I sing to you
I feel that you can still hear

And yes, I do still sing to you
Maybe I just can't let it go
But you're the only one who understands
Every meaning of each note

I'm still scared of the ocean
And I bet you still hate spiders
I know I'm a black widow
But you'll forever be the water