Monster

Well I've been avoiding to talk about this for years
Cause everytime I try to it brings me back to it
And I hate to feel violated
But the worst part is not being validated
How could I have ever trusted you both

He keeps saying men have the right to do so
And you knew exactly what he did to me
Then you chose to be close to him
You never ever even tried to talk to me

What kind of monster am I?
That I'm not worth your time
You have been on my skin
You should know how it feels
What kind of monster am I?

You've never tried to understand what really happened
You threw away what we had in just a second
I used to think you were just naive
Well, you're one of them, now I can see
How easily manipulated you can be
You pretty much knew they were against me
Why'd you listen to people that don't know me?

What a hypocrite, man
You chose their side again
So I came to a conclusion
You're as cruel as my abuser
You're a hypocrite, man