Of Acceptance And Unchanging

Fear seething inside
Thy love and foreboding cries
Cast aside my thorns so dark
And kiss me bindigly
All lust is gone with vitality
Nothing remains - nothing that breathes
And I can hear no more
Your cries like birds in raging thunder
Battered down right on the ground
With godsent cruelty

It is not the same as years ago
When thoughts were said without regret
This silence as ulcer breeds
Loathsome, empty, love - lies!
The blessing of my fear is candor in disguise
That beats and leaves me seared

Dæmon veritas
It is not the same as years ago
When thoughts were said without regret
This silence as ulcer breeds
Lonesome is this life of hate
Fuck fear!
Fuck the pain!