flipped switch

I keep going back with different expectations
Hallucinations of conversations
That you′ve changed your mind on all your reservations
No hesitation with good communication

But anything I say, or do, won't change
That you′re the only one that's getting in your way
How much of myself will I lose if I stay?

Then the switch flipped

Why'd you never fight for us
Always on the wrong side of love
Took me some time to see what it was
Although wish it was us
You kept on giving us up

And I′ll take it for what it isn′t
All the people that I've been missing
Who could love me in ways you didn′t
In ways you didn't

But anything I say, or do, won′t change
That you're the only one that′s getting in your way
How much of myself will I lose if I stay?

Then the switch flipped

Why'd you never fight for us
Always on the wrong side of love
Took me some time to see what it was
Although wish it was us
You kept on giving us up

You kept on giving us up
Why'd you never fight for us

Then the switch flipped

And I′ll take it for what it isn′t
All the people that I've been missing
Who could love me in ways you didn′t
In ways you didn't

Why′d you never fight for us
Always on the wrong side of love
Took me some time to see what it was
Although wish it was us
You kept on giving us up

You kept on giving us up
Why'd you never fight for us

Then it all clicked
That maybe I′m too forgiving
That I haven't been really living
About time that I reached my limit