Immortal

Nefarious thoughts haunt me while I sleep
Heinous reflections of vitality
The madness inside me growing in exasperation
A necessary evil, crucial surge of dismay

Losing sight of existence
The terror devours all aspiration
Deranged if indifferent, bottled up anger finding release.
Exonerate myself from these bitter thoughts
Murder, torture, bloodshed
Clenched fists liberating my hatred
Mandatory violence aiding my deliverance
Tear through the meaning of life
Living for no purpose
Constant struggle, day in, day out
Everlasting sense of incompetence
Failure and defeat
There is no hope
Chaos reigns over this world of darkness
My pain is never ending
Transgression constantly feeding my essence
I am immortal