I survived life

I thing I wanna kill you do I hate you ? I don´t love you
Shoulders are sharing are you crying ?!
Listen it never am used me infact to sit to stare
To listen I dreamy about something else better
But everythink stayd the same
Life is only about emotions in fact
And we´re able to do everything for it
And than we´ll remember it long time forever
Sometimes I´ve such feeling
I thing it might ...
No No No
Daily I get up I go to sleeps
The sun is the same wind is the same
Clouds turn grey but I can´t still believe that I´m alive
I survived live
So who got who ?
So where is got ?
He got killed ?