Three Months

When the coldest month is over, a perfect mind's at loss.
A sullen, faded dream, I wish I was everything.
Depression grips us all and I fall deeper down.
I'm burning every day, can't you see that I'm on fire?
Now that the sun's gone down, and the oceans pale.
The windows now unbound, warm winds remind me of,
remind me of, how waves go their seperate ways.
We'll sell it with our souls and I won't tell.
A million dollar smile you couldint sell to save
your own thoughts now, you'll never hear "I'm sorry."

So cut these wrists open again.
A concious thought we never had.
Bleed me 'till I'm all dried out.
I didn't want this anyway.
So you can take it from me.
This lie's all yours so here you go.
Stop questioning our life support.
Stop looking back over these shoulders,
we'll end up nowhere.

I am wasted, calling in every favour.
Help me from all this, today was my worst nightmare.
We come around the bend again. Sean turns to me and says:
"My friend, the city lights have changed, have we been gone that long?
It's gotta be three months we've spend driving on this old road again,
can't think of all the places, been a constant blur.

I'll call you back later can't spend much more on the phone.
Please don't forget me, I miss you when I am gone.
The pain and the bleeding is too much for me to take.
Please don't look down the falls too far for our own sake.

This split scene's running through my head.
If these wounds don't close I'll end up dead.
Soon we'll be just memories.
A nother faded dream killed by a jaded scene.

I am wasted, calling in every favour.
Help me from all this, today was my worst nightmare.
We come around the bend again. Sean turns to me and says:
"My friend, the city lights have changed, have we been gone that long?
It's gotta be three months we've spend driving on this old road again,
can't think of all the places, been a constant blur.

She said "Call me back later I'm so bored while on the phone."
How can't I forget you I've been gone for way too long.
The pain and the bleeding is all left for you to take.
I looked and I fell the fall was so far now I'm.. safe.