Surrounded

I finally made all the arrangements today to lay your body in the ground.
Death may have taken your last breath away, but I swear, no one will ever tear you down.
You were the lighthouse to my lost ship at sea, now you’re the storm that sinking me.
You were the promise to my imcertainty but since you’re gone, you are the doubt to my belief.

I’m surrounded by you everywhere I look.
I’m haunted by the memory of never having done enough.

I’m sick of all these people pitying me.
Their apologies don’t mean a thing.
I’m sick of how I keep pretending to be a stronger man that I know I will never be.

I’m surrounded by you everywhere I look.
I’m haunted by the memory of all that I have done.

I’m surro1mded by you everywhere I look. I’m haunted by
the memory of never having done enough.

I’m just a shell with no life in the middle.
The ashes are there with no fire to rekindle.
This heart, it still beats, and these lungs are still breathing, but I’m not alive.

I’m surrounded by you everywhere I look.
I’m haunted by the memory of all that I have done.
I’m surrounded by you everywhere I look.
I’m haunted by the memory of never having done enough.