Lotus Pain

Lotus Pain

Lotus Pain

Tracing through the night, I wander
澄み渡る夜 時を辿り
Sumiwataru yoru toki o tadori
The twinkling light is the flame of life
瞬く光は命の火
Matataku hikari wa inochi no hi

What if we were to overlap?
もしも二人が重なるなら
Moshimo futari ga kasanaru nara?
I sketch a hollow spiral
虚しく螺旋を描いた
Munashiku rasen o egaita

In hazy memories, I dream
霞む記憶に夢を見ては
Kasumu kioku ni yume o mite wa
We, uncertain, sway
不確かな僕らが揺れる
Futashika na bokura ga yureru

Your voice burns my heart
心を焦がす君の声
Kokoro o kogasu kimi no koe
Only promises sharpen the pain
約束だけが途を増す
Yakusoku dake ga toge o masu
In the beautiful bloom of a flower
美しく咲く花の姿に
Utsukushiku saku hana no sugata ni

You’re breaking apart
君が壊れていく
Kimi ga kowareteiku
I’m breaking apart
僕が壊れていく
Boku ga kowareteiku

It feels like I heard it long ago
遥か昔に聞いたようさ
Haruka mukashi ni kiita you sa
Awakening to a nostalgic voice
懐かしい声に目を覚ます
Natsukashii koe ni me o samasu

You, floating in the midst of the celebration
めまいの中の浮かぶ君は
Memai no naka no ukabu kimi wa
Vividly tearing through the silence
静寂を鮮やかに破った
Seijaku o azayaka ni yabutta

We’re falling into the same world
同じ世界に落ちていくけど
Onaji sekai ni ochiteiku kedo
But can’t meet in the days we wished for
願った日々には会えずに
Negatta hibi ni wa aezu ni

Seeking the peace that melts my heart
心を溶かす安らぎを
Kokoro o tokasu yasuragi o
I keep getting hurt
求め続けて傷つけた
Motome tsudzukete kizutsuketa
Just like the tears of a blooming flower
ただ咲き誇る花の涙に
Tada sakihokoru hana no namida ni

You’re drifting away
君が離れていく
Kimi ga hanareteiku
I’m being pushed away
僕を遠ざけていく
Boku o toozaketeiku

Lost the guiding star
導く星を失ったまま
Michibiku hoshi o nakushita mama
Where will I end up?
どこへ辿り着くだろう
Doko he tadoristuku darou
Caught in each other’s shadows
互いの影に囚われていく
Tagai no kage ni torawareteiku
Endlessly
終わることなく
Owaru koto naku

Your voice burns my heart
心を焦がす君の声
Kokoro o kogasu kimi no koe
Only promises sharpen the pain
約束だけが途を増す
Yakusoku dake ga toge o masu
The beautiful form of the blooming flower
美しく咲く花の姿は
Utuskushiku saki hana no sugata wa

Is it still the same?
今もまるで
Ima mo marude?

Your flower sways high
けたたましく揺れる君の花
Kedakaku yureru kimi no hana
Waiting for me fleetingly
時に儚く僕を待つ
Toki ni hakanaku boku o matsu
The endless cycle of sadness
繰り返していく悲しみの果て
Kurikaeshiteiku kanashimi no hate

I’m breaking apart
僕は壊れていく
Boku wa kowareteiku
I’m breaking you apart
君を壊していく
Kimi o kowashiteiku

The answer I sought in sleep.
眠りに寄せたその答え
Nemuri ni yoseta sono kotae