Trapeze

I'll never tell you what i saw
Or how it made me breathe.
I'll never repeat what i heard
How long it took me to leave.
I'll never tell you what i saw
Or how it made my smile freeze
Cause this world is a whirlwind, but i'm holding that trapeze
And i'll never tell you what i saw

I'll never tell you who i loved
Or how they made me free
I'll never tell you how i slept
Back when i was 15
I thought that i could just forget
The bricks that have built me
But this world is a whirlwind and i'm holding that trapeze
And i'll never tell you who i loved

But if i could tell you one thing
I would tell you i'm not leaving
If i could show you one thing
All my mistakes have shaped me
Into who i am
And who i am just wants to make you home

I'll never tell you why i drive
Into the night and back again
I hardly speak of my home town
My little hands in the cement
I'll never tell you what i saw, close the door, swallow the key
But this world is a whirlwind and i'm holding that trapeze
Ya this world keeps on turning, love is carried in a sling
Ya this world is a whirlwind and i'm holding that trapeze.
So i'll never tell you what i saw