Discarded

Set it off

A lot's just changed, and I swear I want to heal
But the scars inside of me just keep me still
How can I tell you everything I feel?
When I don't know what the fuck is even real

Now, sorry I'm about to breakdown
All of these feelings that I've kept down
Falling away from you now

I don't love myself
So how can I love you
I'm sorry I'm like this
My traits and my vices
Don't ask me for help
I'm stuck in this cycle
So how can I love you
Why the fuck am I like this?
I'm fucked, I'll remind you
Don't ask me for help
I'm stuck in this cycle

I'm torn apart
I left behind your shattered heart
With no remorse
I break every night
With thoughts of suicide, I'll let go
Why the fuck am I like this?
Why do I hate myself so?
I'll never know

I bear the weight of myself