My mistake

My mistake
If I had never told you the truth
I would die just knowing I had lost it all
The only way to reach out to you
The only chance to get up from the fall
Of my mistake

If I had never told you the truth
Maybe you would find a happier way
But I couldn't bear to live life
Choking on a mistake that I've made

Maybe you would stay here
Maybe you would leave me
But if I were lying
Then nothing would ever feel real
Maybe if I fooled you I'd give you some relief
But I would kill myself
With what I feel
If I had never told you the truth
Maybe you would find a happier way
But I couldn't bear to live life
Choking on a mistake that I've made

Maybe you would stay here
Maybe you would leave me
But if I were lying
Then nothing would ever feel real
Maybe if I fooled you I'd give you some relief
But I would kill myself
With what I feel