Alone

This is just another way to forget that i'm hurting inside.
This is just another day passing me by..
You look at me with envy, not knowing the truth inside.
I suffer with every breath i take and i slowly die in time..

I never succeeded,
I never did anything right.
I didn't see it,
That i was a perfect child.

I never succeeded,
Alone i crossed the line.
Slowly i faded red,
Unknown i walked the mile..

Never again shall i feel anything, never again shall i feel betrayed.
This time was the final call, the one to end it all.
But even if i try i'm unable to die, i'm sentenced to live my life.
Alone in despair i climb to arise, to forget that i'm alive..