A DIFFERENT KIND OF ALONE

I found a new dark
With severed pieces I ripped out of my heart
This happy ending that began right at the start
One too many vices severed the vein of this broken arm

What's the point in living
If everything I love just rots?

A different kind of alone

How much I gave
And how much went to waste
The child dying inside
Is fucking crying everyday

Still a price to pay, but no more change to scrape
I've been digging for years
But this shits still a shallow grave

Shit, I can't stand to feel and always push away
Some things just feel too real and never go away
I guess suicide is a given
The problem is, I don't know how I can fix this

A different kind of alone
A broken home
And this lump inside my throat

Just another fucking scar that I'll wear against my skin
Just another fucking "Here for you" that doesn't mean shit

Another look at the pain
Another puzzle piece misplaced
Another bandage in veins
Again, I guess I'll just look away

Another look at the pain
Another puzzle piece misplaced
Another bandage in veins
Again, I guess I'll just look away

I guess I chose me over you
Nearly cut out my heart just so you could have two
You always told me everything that I can't be
Made me so fucking unhappy

A different kind of alone
A different kind of alone
A different kind of alone
A different kind of alone