Dissociation

By the last time in the car
Then I already knew
At the time I laughed
I didn't know what to believe

Couldn't stay for you
What a strange way to lose

I couldn't take you
Don't confuse being set free
With being discarded and lonely
I tried to tell you we never change

I let you go
And when I left
I really tried to tell myself
It was for me and not you

Couldn't stay for you
What a strange way to lose

Finding a way to die alone
Is better than what I was shown