Trust

How can I feel so much yet be so cold
You're an easy one, which makes it easier to let you go
I'm sinking deeper to a place I know
Its dark and cold here, it is time for you to let me go
Questions remain in silence
Answers remain in shame and oblivion

Not able to feel love, not able to need someone
My pain is forever, will I ever heal
I read your poems and they made me sick

Unfurl my hate with words, I am ashamed, the one to blame
Of course you'll live, how can I trust
The one that seem so free, how can I know, I cannot know